Dreaming About My Husband: Is it Really a Good Idea?
I am wondering if it’s not so good to imagine my husband, our honeymoon night and stuff like that. It just stirs me more to live for purity with the future in mind.
This is something that I think a lot of girls think about and something that plenty of us struggle with. We as women tend to be more futuristic about who we will marry. We are exposed to so many "fairytale" stories and movies, that we long for our very own story as well.
I think that having vision for the future is definitely important and it provokes us to make choices that will ultimately get us to where we are going. When in a season of being single, envisioning your spouse can give you hope and strength to endure. A quote we hear from one of the pastors in our culture is vision gives pain a purpose. Being single may or may not be painful but any process to get what we deeply desire isn’t always easy. Having vision keeps you hopeful. Check out the link below and read how Webster’s dictionary defines "vision". One definition is this: "The act or power of anticipating that which will or may come to be: prophetic vision."
On the contrary, there are ways in our thinking where we can easily slip into fantasy. We begin to create situations and scenarios in our mind that conjure up emotion and even sexual fantasy. This can be dangerous for us to do. It can become a place of comfort that we resort to, to escape reality. This can become one way in which we awaken love before it’s time. Like I mentioned before; dreaming about the future is a beautiful thing and keeps your desires in front of you. However, consider that it may not be very beneficial for you to be stirring up feelings you cannot currently fulfill.
Here are some questions you can be asking yourself:
Do I find myself fantasizing about the future and have trouble focusing on the now? Am I longing for my spouse so much that I feel anxious? Do I stir up myself sexually thinking about being with my future spouse? What can I focus on now that will get me to where I envision? What does it look like to embrace my season of "singleness"?
It is so important to dream and have vision for your future. A man without vision perishes. On the flip side you don’t want the future to consume your thoughts so much that you cannot embrace what’s in front of you. Consider Nehemiah, he chose to focus on the "wall" in front of him and built that "wall" even when criticism and opposition came. Nehemiah had vision and God strengthened him to be faithful with what he had before him.
It is an incredible thing to long for God’s best and have an idea of who he will be. The truth is God does have the best for you. It will be wonderful. Use this time you have now to picture the kind of woman you want to be and be proactive in going after those things. Some examples could be:
Growing in your spiritual walk Writing out a dream list: I want to be known as a woman who... Discovering what your love languages are; how you best receive and give love
Here are some great resources for you. We encourage you to check these out:
1. "The Stirring" is a young adults church in our city and the pastor rocks messages on being single, dating, marriage and sex. These podcasts are my absolute favorite. The series is called "Under the Chuppah"
2. "Captivating" By Stasi Elderedge, a book on unveiling the mystery of a woman’s soul. Read the following excerpt by clicking on the link.
3. "The Five Love languages" (Singles Edition) By Gary Chapman. It is important as singles to know how we emotionally and physically best receive love. This book will equip you in your relationships to love the way your wired and how to love the one your with well.
4. Moral Revolution will enable you to keep hope and vision for the man of your dreams alive, while giving you tools to managing your desires, navigating your heart and equipping you to be the woman he desires.
5. The Naked Truth About Sexuality will give you perspective on why's and how's of the waiting process, helping you understand and celebrate God's design for sex and marriage.
You have the Spirit of the living God inside of you. You have what it takes to manage your thoughts. We are super excited for the journey God is taking you on. You will be rocking your purity and dreaming about your future, while keeping your heart alive by monitoring your thoughts. We speak blessing over your life and much grace for the process.